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Gue........... 

Gue suka ga enak sama orang-orang yang "jangan capek-capek, Syaf" "jangan banyak pikiran, Syaf" dll. Gue.............................................................................gue tau fisik gue emang ga sekuat yang lain, tapi yaaaaaaaaaaa begitu. I can handle it. Gue manusia biasa, jauh dari sempurna, dan banyak salah. Kalo pun gue suka ngedumel, ngomel-ngomel, ngeluh, dan curhat apalagi di twitter gue yakinkan elo semua bahwa ini masalah bekal dari 'rumah', dan ga ada yang salah. Begitu :---)

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Btw idk why i have no excitement at all about this new academic year.. like i knew it will happened, and when it really happened i feel nothing. Just nothing. Or even worse i'm afraid to face the new faces. I'm afraid that people i met just like feces. They are fake. Lucky me if i had in one class with my best friend. I'm afraid that no one will understand me like they do. 

I know and i believe that sometimes being fake is one of the most common way to survive yourself in this wild crazy world. But it leads you to the real destruction. And i do really hate it when some people -who think they always right- judge people instead of introspective to their self. There's no wrong for people who tried really hard to survive. I appreciate them.

Anyway, being fake bring you to unhappy life.

xx - ☮ut