I talk a lot. I speak none.

Lots of thought I can't speak up.

Lots of thought I'm not brave enough to tell.

In the end, I just regret. I cried.

I've cried more than once.

Hahahahah I knew it people, you're thinking how talk-active I am, but it's different.

I don't even know why, I hided many feelings, from myself, and others.

Always, feel bad to know people will upset over your choice. But have you ever think "hey, this is my life! what the hell with others' opinion"? Badly, I've never ever think twice when people tell something 'bout my life. I'd rather follow them. How fool.

You have no idea how many option I picked over others' option. Even they didn't force me.

Now I can't put it back. 

That's so FFFFU.

Might I could take a chance to make all things different. One day, I will do what I want. Something makes me feel free and feel 'me'.

xx - ☮ut